i can smell the air outside, i'm stuck in still and its fair near killing me, 3 hours work on my car in three days for the mot has jiggered me up but save like 200 quid..
but.. last night the badgers were out playing, i could feel um calling me, ok this may sound weird but it used to be the fox's getting me up at night, and fu some reason they dont any more, dunno what i done to upset them like
(if you've ever had the pleasure of being 'targetted' or 'adopted' by fox's you'll know zacly what i know, if not you'll think its nuts..but hey ho lol).
i've got nights, days affternoons of memeries dragging my carkus to go out and play...
howed i stop this craving? its feckin killing me lol...!!
the leaves will be falling soon...squirrels to order, rabbits taking late days out etc, fezzies becoming 'apperent'.. the rats will start panick feeding any day soon... eeeee i'm missssing it!
just about everything in the wood will be giving itself away for veiwing or shooting. them crispy aired nights around a brook, mists biting into the first frosts, then those blinding fresh frosts when the sun burns yu eyes so hard yu brain just ears every detail.
cold feet that hurt for an hour or two, followed by that luvery early hypothermia
yeh i know it hurts buts good innit, stuff you have to go and live it before that love of it grows.feck! i havent even found an owl, or the bats in a couple tears odd now. the only let up has indeedly been the badgers whilste out playing my torch's.. noisey buggers that they are lol. (damn, theyre totaly on a mision to do nothing lmao)